To the wonderful family Mother has created.
I would like to share with my Sahaj brothers and sisters the beautiful experience that Shri Mataji blessed me with at the occasion of Her Maha Samadhi at Nirmal Dham. This experience was completely spontaneous and as a shy person who has never even dared to dance in the collective this experience was a complete surprise to me as it probably was to all of you who where present at the ceremony. Nevertheless I felt that every step I took and every gracious movement of my hands was being guided by Shri Mataji on that momentous occasion.
I humbly share my experience in the following passage:
The vibrations were everywhere. I felt my hands speak as I prayed to our Holy Mother. I felt She was surrounding us with a dazzling white light lifting the Sahasrara to the highest levels. My hands moved to reach the light, rising high above my body. It was an incredibly divine place. A magical experience.
My body was being guided by a higher force. My logical mind recognized the movements as I witnessed my hands moving upwards in a blessing posture. I felt She was right there, in each one of us, in us all as The Kundalini. I felt we were all connected with Her. As I prayed my hands moved upwards expressing the opening of the Sahasrara in repeated flowing movements. My body rose, my eyes closed and bathed in Her grace I performed Pranams to Our Holiest Mother. My body bowed several times as She raised our Kundalinis, through several levels, and I felt the Sahasrara opening. I bowed once more at Her Holy Lotus Feet and returned to my seat.
I sat down in meditation, then rose again and walked back to where Shri Mataji lay in her physical form on the stage. As I offered Pranams I saw a bright, orange light engulfing Her. All I saw was this orange light: The Kundalini. Rising upwards, the orange light transformed into white light, rising high above us, like lightning. I felt it was connecting heaven and earth and my back arched to absorb it. I bowed at Her feet again and again. My prayers and movements reflected the rising Kundalini and the opening of the Sahasrara. I felt She was accepting our prayers, blessing each one of us for all eternity. I felt She was saying to me, to all of us, that She is fine, that She is eternal, that She is the Kundalini in each one of us and we have the power to connect to Her in collective meditation. I felt She has given us the power to attain the highest levels of spirituality including the power to detach ourselves from this illusory and transient world. She has blessed us, blessed us in ways we can never imagine, and I feel that it is time to spread Her divine message by connecting to Her through meditation. With Her abundant Love and Compassion She is working it out for us, each one of us, and Her miracles prove that Her power is within us all and -- when the seeking is pure -- the connection becomes divine.
When we are together, Mother is present, and the joy and peace that surrounds us is the greatest gift ever bestowed on humanity. The power of collective meditation is the highest, and when we grow in it, we feel Mother, and that is the greatest treasure of all: The Kundalini -- Eternal, ever present and within each and every one of us.
Jai Shri Mataji
Jai Shri Mataji
With Love from Sonu
(grand-daughter of Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi)